Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now.I cannot believe you have been gone for four years, though in some ways it seems much longer. I am sorry that I missed candles for so long but I have been very tired lately because I have had the plumber in and GP and hospital appointments. I fell asleep when I got back and had soup for lunch then went for a nap which lasted till gone 11pm. My arm is still painful, inflexible and weak. My left shoulderblade is aching still which is strange because it's the right one that is broken. My hip is not so bad as it was but my knees still hurt and my legs are still stiff. My legs were aching very badly again today. The temperature tonight is 10 degrees, partly cloudy and a gentle breeze, and will sink to 8 degrees, then rise to 18 degrees sunny intervals and a gentle breeze. Today I had pancakes for breakfast, soup for lunch and will have a sandwich for supper. The new telly and phone continue to be smarter than me. I thought of you very much again today. I am missing you very much, especially at this time. I went to visit your tree at Putney Vale on Wednesday, but I guess you know that. I wish you could be with me. I am watching Prizzi's Honor now: I think you would have liked it but you would be asleep in bed. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx