Dear JemJem,
I cannot believe that it is two whole years since you died. I have been missing you especially much today. I tried to go to Putney Vale to visit you today, but when I got there the gates were locked. I tried both the main and lodge gates, but I was too late. They were open when I passed on the bus, but closed when I got back from Asda with flowers. I think it was not meant to be - it was like sliding doors but I missed every bus, train and bus - the bus stop at Putney Station was closed. I miss you and love you very much. It feels as though it were a long time ago sometimes, at other times as if you died only a few weeks ago. I think of you every day, and wish you were here to watch telly and eat with me and talk with me. All my love forever, Angies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx