Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle, another last special Christmas one since they are still there and are very cheerful, so I cannot resist them. I still love and miss you very much indeed, especially over this season with the start of new year. I was still sleepy today and was worried I would miss the call from the hospital - the give telephone appointments now. I had breakfast late because I stayed in the bedroom untill 11.30 when they finally called, then was starving. I did not see Mummy today . It was very windy again all day and I had to go outdoors to the nursy. I thought of you while I was seeing all the Christmas trees lying in the street.. I wish you had been here to decorate one: . All my love forever Angies xxxxxx