Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle, yet another special Christmas one while it is still the season. I still love and miss you very much indeed. I am not so sleepy today. but still very tired and really just want to stay in bed all day. I saw the doctor and the nurse today. I also saw Mummy today to show her two cardigans: she had asked me to buy one, but has decided she wants both It is still very windy - the met office has issued warnings - and even more rainy and cold over the next week. I did not see the wolf moon last night but will look forward to the blue moon on the 31st. I will think of you when I see it. I thought of you when I saw a young couple in the street. I am still missing you very much these holidays. I am still reading my counterfactual book, just finishing the chapter on Tony Benn. I wish you were here to watch Bones and the Chase with me: I watched Minder in your honour. All my love forever Angies xxxxxx