Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me. I am sorry that I missed your candles, but I am sleepy from the painkillers My shoulder is still painful. The weather was warmer to day with some sun but some rain, though I did not go out . The temperature is now 11 degrees, light cloud and a gentle breeze, and will stay there then rise to a high of 14 degrees , sunny intervals and a moderate breeze. I had tagliatelle carbonara for lunch today and had chicken noodle soup for supper. I wished I could share both with you. I am watching live heart operation on Channel 5 - it is fascinating. I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I am very tired still and sleepy and must wake early tomorrow again for the carer. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx