Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me. I am sorry that I missed your candles, but I am sleepy from the painkillers My shoulder is still painful. The weather was overcast today with some sun, but I did not go out . The temperature is now 12 degrees, thick cloud and light winds, and will go down then rise to a high of 13 degrees , sunny intervals and a moderate breeze. I had porridge and toast for chicken noodle soup with toast for lunch today and had macaroni cheese for supper. I wished I could share both with you. I am watching Bones. I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I thought of you when the carer asked did I live alone. I am very tired still and sleepy and must wake early tomorrow again for the carer. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx