Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me. I am sorry that I am still sleepy from the painkillers. My shoulder still hurts but not so much as at first. The weather was sunnier today, but cold, and I still did not go out . The temperature is now 10 degrees, light cloud and a gentle breeze, and will go down to 8 then rise to a high of 11 degrees , sunny and a gentle breeze. I had scrambled eggs and toast for breakfast and macaroni for lunch today and bangers and mash for supper. I wished I could share all with you. I am watching nothing. I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I thought of you when I saw a French book. We would probably just be coming back from Scotland. I am very tired still and sleepy and must wake early tomorrow again for the carer. so will have to go now. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx