Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me. I am sorry that I am still sleepy from the painkillers. I have just woken up and it is 2.50 am. My shoulder still hurts but not so much as at first. The weather was sunnier today, but cold, and I still did not go out . The temperature is now 7 degrees, clear sky and a gentle breeze, and will go down to 6 then rise to a high of 11 degrees , sunny and a moderate breeze. I had toast for breakfast and soup for lunch today and bangers and beans for supper. I wished I could share them all with you. I am watching Sharpe I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I thought of you when I saw a train book. We would probably just be coming back from Scotland now. I am very tired still and sleepy and must wake early tomorrow again for the carer. so will have to go now. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx