Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. This is a Christmas one. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me and that we could spend Christmas together. I am sorry that I am still sleepy from the painkillers. My shoulder still hurts but not so much as at first, and I am able to use my arm more, though still very limited in flexibility and rotation. My hip is still bad The weather was overcast again today, and cold, and I only went out for a few steps in the courtyard alone, though I felt quite wobbly . The temperature is now 6 degrees, light cloud and light winds and will stay there, then rise to a high of 8 degrees , light cloud and a gentle breeze. I had porridge for breakfast and cornish hake for lunch today and pasta with sausages and tomato for supper. I wished I could share all of it with you. I am watching Nicholas Nickleby with Christopher Plummer. You would like it. I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I thought of you when I saw a Three Men in a Boat today. I am very tired still and sleepy and have to wake early tomorrow again, so must go. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx