Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. This is another Christmas one. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me and that we could spend Christmas together. I am sorry that I am still sleepy, but I'm not so sure it's from the painkillers, since it happened today twelve hours after the last painkillers. One minute I was drinking coffee, the next my trousers were wearing it. My shoulder still hurts but not so much as at first, and I am able to use my arm more, though it is still very limited in flexibility and rotation. My hip is still bad. The weather was varied today, but very cold, and I only went out for a few steps on the walkway with the physio, who was pleased though I still felt quite wobbly - she thought my balance was better. The temperature is now 5 degrees, light cloud and light winds and will fall to four degrees, then rise to a high of 8 degrees, heavy rain and a modenrate breeze. I had porridge for breakfast and crabmeat sandwich for lunch today, and bangers and mash for supper. I wished I could share all of it with you. I am watching Bones and the Ghost of Mrs Muir. You would like it. I did not see Mum today and will not see her for a while. I thought of you when I saw Murder on the Orient Express today - you would have loved the beautiful train . I am very tired still and sleepy and have to wake early tomorrow again, so must go. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx