Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. This is another Christmas one. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that you were still with me and that we could spend Christmas together. I am sorry that I have not been sending candles, but I have been away at a hotel.. My shoulder still hurts but not so much as at first, and I am able to use my arm more, though it is still painful. My hip is still bad. The weather was very wet today, also cold. The temperature is now 8 degrees, partly cloudy and a fresh breeze and will then rise to a high of 12 degrees, sunny intervals and a fresh breeze. I had a big breakfast today, and no supper. I may have toast now - I am a bit queasy. I am not watching tv because the clearers lost my digibox. I did however find my engagement ring. I did not see Mum today, even though today is my birthday, and will not see her for a while. I wish you were with me. I thought of you when I saw Poirot yesterday - you would have loved the beautiful train aboard which the Countess Vera Rosokov steamed out of Poirot's life. I am very tired still and sleepy so must go. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx