Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight Christmas candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now and that we could spend Christmas together. My head is hardly sore now but my arm is hurting even more, maybe because of the exercises. The weather was sunny in the morning but dull in the afternoon and very windy in the evening but still no snow. The temperature is now 4 degrees, partly cloudy and light winds, and will rise to 5 then rise to a high of 9 degrees, light clouds and light winds. There are weather warnings of fog, so not a very cheerful Christmas Day, but Merry Christmas anyway my darling. I had porridge for breakfast again followed by cereal, spaghetti meatballs for lunch and risotto for supper. Our digibox still did not turn up and the laptop still refuses to show DVDs. I spoke to Mel yesterday. I will see Mum on Christmas day. I wish I were with you. I thought of you when I was looking at cheese which you loved. It reminded me of things we used to eat. I am very tired still and sleepy still so must go back to bed, even though I slept a lot over the past two days. I have booked a cab tomorrow and do not want to miss it. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx