Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight Christmas candle. I am sorry it is late. Merry Christmas darling. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now and that we could spend Christmas together. My head is not at all sore now but my arm is still hurting even more, and I'm getting back pains, maybe because of the exercises and the new mattress, I don't know. You would have liked Auntie Margaret's card: Santa is standing next to a steam locomotive ringing his bell. The weather was dull in the afternoon and very windy in the evening but still no snow. The temperature is now -2 degrees, light clouds and light winds, and will rise to -1 then rise to an awesome high of 1 degrees, light clouds and a gentle breeze, and then just get colder and colder. Merry Christmas anyway my darling. I had no breakfast because I fell asleep and only woke up because the cabbie who was taking me to Mum for lunch rang me and woke me up: I had baked potato with cheese for supper. Our digibox still did not turn up and the laptop still refuses to show DVDs. I found a DVD player but no lead so my sister got my niece to sort one out among her cables. I can now watch DVDs. Your sister messaged me yesterday and Mel sent me a picture of her Christmas lunch as did Freddy. I saw Mum on Christmas day and we lunched with my sister and my niece on prawn cocktail, turkey and christmas pudding. I wish I were with you. I thought of you when I was looking for the Festival of Nine Lessons and Carols at Cambridge which you loved and which I usually catch at this time. It reminded me of things we did together. I am very tired still and sleepy still so must go back to bed, even though I slept a lot over the past two days.. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx