Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight Christmas candle. Merry Christmas darling. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now and that we could spend Christmas together. My arm is still hurting even more today than it has been for weeks, and my hip is joining the party. It is so bad I can hardly walk. I'm still getting bad back pains. You would have liked Linda's card: a nativity scene with the three kings and the words to the carol. The weather was less cold and very windy all day. The temperature is now 8 degrees, thick cloud and a gentle breeze, and will rise to 12 degrees, light cloud and a moderate breeze, but it doesn't look as if we shall have sunshine and they forecast the return of the Beast from the East again. Happy Holidays anyway my darling. I had trifle for breakfast followed by toast with parsnip and chestnut pate - that's Christmas for you. I did not have lunch: I had to go pay for my library books and get back in time for my brother who came to set the new telly up for me. Like the new phone my brothers gave me, it is smarter than me. I had pork pie and salad for supper again. Our digibox still did not turn up and the laptop still refuses to show DVDs, though Danny worked for ages on it. I can now watch DVDs on the little player we used to have and on the new TV. I wish I could watch it with you. I think of you whenever I see the Christmas tree in the square. I watched Christmas University Challenge on the new TV. I am very tired still and sleepy still so must go back to bed, if I can get there it hurts so much to move. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx