Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight Christmas candle. Merry Christmas darling. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now and that we could spend Christmas together. My arm is still hurting even more today than it has been for weeks, and although my hip is hurting less it is still so bad I find it hard to walk. I'm still getting bad back pains. You would have liked Danny and Sara's card: a handmade winter woodland scene with a baby deer. The weather was less cold and very windy all day. The temperature is now 8 degrees, partly cloudy and light winds, and will rise to 12 degrees, thick cloud and a gentle breeze, but it doesn't look as if we shall have sunshine and they forecast the return of the Beast from the East again. Happy Holidays anyway my darling. I had porridge for breakfast followed by toast and a cheese toastie with salad for lunch. The new telly is still smarter than me. I had chicken sandwich for supper. Our digibox is not going to turn up now. I thought of you when I saw Dunkirk on the new TV because you loved war films. I am very tired still and sleepy still so must go back to bed. I have been watching reruns of The Chase and Millionaire and wishing you were with me to watch them. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx