Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now. I am sorry that I missed candles but I have been tired lately because I have had plumbers and shower installers in, which has enervated me. My arm is still painful, inflexible and weak. My left shoulderblade is aching now. My hip is not so bad but my knees hurt and my legs are still stiff. My legs were aching very badly tonight - I had to go to bed they were so painful. The temperature now is 5 degrees, weather warnings issued for strong winds, and will then rise to 9 degrees, light cloud and a moderate breeze. I had toast for breakfast, chicken for lunch and McDonalds for supper. The new telly and phone continue to be smarter than me. I thought of you very much again today. I visited Mum after I was in Chelsea Westminster again and it is almost the fourth anniversary of your death. I am missing you very much. I wish you could be with me. I am watching Big Bang and Law and Order now, then will go to bed. It is very windy still. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx