Dear JemJem, Here I am again with your goodnight candle. I still love and miss you very much, and I wish very much that I could be with you now. My arm is still painful, inflexible and weak. My left shoulderblade is aching now. My hip is not so bad but my knees hurt and my legs are still stiff. My legs were aching very badly tonight - I had to go to bed they were so painful. The temperature now is 9 degrees, partly cloudy and a moderate breeze, and will first sink to 6 degrees then rise to 11 degrees, strong winds and sunny intervals. I had porridge for breakfast, chicken and sweet potato fritters for lunch and curry for supper. The new telly and phone continue to be smarter than me. I thought of you very much again today: it is almost the fourth anniversary of your death: I am missing you very much. I wish you could be with me. I am watching Rome Express now which is set on a train and makes me think of you, then will go to bed. It is very windy still. All my love forever, Angies xxxxx